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November 12, 2021

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KC

Maybe vignettes where she crashes against new lows or has a realization of how lousy her realities are? (like when other people refer to how sick you're looking or how terrible something is, you face it down again if you'd been sort of... acclimated? Or when you find yourself doing something *absurd* but necessary and have the gallows-humor reaction to it? Or when your "at leasts" are really *sad* at-leasts and then one gets broken? [i.e. when I said, "well, at least I haven't blacked out for a couple of years" when that status is exclusively because my lifestyle is tuned to 1. avoid getting near to blacking out through a variety of frankly ridiculous measures, and 2. when I notice I am starting to get dizzy, I rapidly sit down on the floor instead of arriving there non-consensually... and then two weeks later I did black out cold, floor was a surprise, all that jazz.)

I guess, a compare/contrast (her remembering Former Life Instance while dealing with Current Life Instance) or external observers that shock her back to realization, or "well, I may eat from a plate of someone's leftovers after trimming off the part they bit from, but I'd never..." "oh, wait, here I'm doing the never because there wasn't anything better and I'm hungry enough..."?

Good luck.

TheQueen

KC - I think I'm just going to charge in to it and do a bad job, only so I can turn it around the next day. Because that's what Jerry did wrong, he did a bad job just to get a draft done and then died before he could improve it.

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